Harder than it sounds

4 August 2009, 12:41

You know, for someone who supposedly hates routine, I sure have a hard time with variation sometimes.

This weekend I tossed my writing plans (for Sunday and the holiday Monday) for a major reorganization of where I want my writing space to be. Lets just say that it had gotten so bad that a pile of stuff actually fell over and moved my monitor, and that just isn’t a feasible way to do work.

So, clevermonkey and I re-hauled the whole loft, including going through all the abandoned filing systems of my previous (um let’s see….8? yes, 8 sounds right) 8 years of anthropology study. I’ve put everything into 4 piles: academic papers that I want to file, other stuff I need to file, things related to this thesis work that I need to file, and things that I need to do something about. The do something about pile is tiny! Oh, joy!!! So now I just need to figure out a coherent, single filing system and I’m golden.

As legitimate as that was (Boice certainly emphasizes the importance of a comfortable work space), I feel curiously resistant to working today. Because I have to go to the doctor and then travel in the late afternoon! Yeesh.

I guess there’s a lot of ways to talk yourself out of doing something. Its even easier when the alternatives are useful ways to spend your time. I still have a ways to go to make my whole work-flow situation into one which is easy. But at the same time, the small goals I’ve been setting for myself are workable with the situation I have. So I’m going to go ahead and make some goals, and not let myself off the hook for them yet.

For today and again tomorrow:

Writing:

  • mindful waiting
  • 15 minutes of Freewriting

Non-writing

  • transcribe an interview (I have one particular one in mind, but I might not be able to do it all today, so if not, the same one tomorrow.)

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Goals postponed then mostly met

1 August 2009, 17:22

Well, the title pretty much sums it up, doesn’t it?

I was not up to working yesterday. Thursday night I stayed up late trying to pickle my Giardia, but it didn’t work.

Anyway, I decided to do Friday’s goals today instead of having my usual Saturday off. I didn’t quite make it: my sister came for a visit, and I only managed 2 of my 3 40/20 sessions. But I did meet my writing goals, and I wrote a little over 700 words. Not bad for 15 minutes! Of course, they’re not, you know, manuscript words. A little scattered. But definitely something I can work with. The funny thing is that I wasn’t really feeling it, so I started off my talking out-loud part by just talking about what was bothering me about doing this. I realized that even though I do usually “start early” as Boice puts it, this has been a little bit earlier than I’m used to, and I guess I’d expected the chapter to start having some more focus by now. But then I started talking about what kinds of focus it might have, and how it connected to the bigger manuscript, and boom! I got an idea, and 700 words later, I have about two or three things waiting to be a little more flushed out. I also have a sense of how this narrative can flow from an analytical place rather than a strictly descriptive place. I like that, because overly descriptive writing makes me bored (both reading it and writing it).

So, my goals for the rest of the long weekend are going to be a little more relaxed, given the other stuff that needs doing. So tomorrow and Monday each, 1 freewrite (with mindful waiting). Tomorrow, 1 40 minute session of note combing. Perhaps some more detailed note reading.

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Goals for July 31st

30 July 2009, 16:14

Well, today’s writing exercises went well. I am still surprised at how well the talking out loud goes.

Right now I’m working on Chapter 4 of my thesis. I’ve got drafts of 1 and 2 being looked at by my advisor (I came home from Ghana with them… they are incomplete, about 40 pages in all). Chapter 3 will require a bunch of library research that I put off until I got home, and am now putting off again because my advisor and I agree that getting to work on the notes and interviews as soon as possible is important.

So, that takes me to Chapter 4. It’s about funerals and inheritance, some of the main meat of my research, so to speak. So today, I started talking to myself about what I didn’t like about how it’s shaping up so far, and then I came up with a better structure that I’m going to work with for now.

This led to going through, finding, and flagging all my written notes about funerals. Tomorrow I shall continue with the work on the electronic notes and the interview transcriptions. I’ll also start reading and ruminating on them.

So, tomorrow’s goals are:

Writing:

  • mindful waiting
  • 15 minute freewrite on a Chapter 4 section

Non-writing

  • 3 40/20 session, finding and reading notes on funerals

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So far, so good

29 July 2009, 13:07

Okay, there’s at least one fellow academic who’s following this, so I’m going to try for a bit of detail, although I don’t promise (threaten?) that all my coming entries will be this long.

So, the book I’m reading is Advice for New Faculty Members by Robert Boice. I read some excerpts from it (they can be found here) while surfing around on a break during my fieldwork, and resolved to get myself a copy.

Now, I know I’m not new faculty or anything, but the whole second section is on writing and I like it for a few reasons: First, it assumes that you already have stuff to say, which I do. Second, it is about process, which is where I’m weak, not about style or any of the other many things that writing advice books can be about.

Boice actually did a fair amount of study of writing (he is a psychologist), and from that he identified exemplar writers and struggling ones. The third and probably main reason why I find this book well suited to me is that I already practice a number of the habits of exemplar writers. Many, except the important one of consistency! I think I’m probably an exemplar writer trapped in an underachiever’s mindset (you can pretty much sum up my entire primary and secondary school report comments with “has a great deal of potential if only she would apply herself”). So, I look forward to working through the exercises in this book to develop the more positive processes I already engage in, and find strategies to overcome the bad habits and impeding mentalities that hold me back. We shall see how well it works :)

Anyway, I achieved yesterday’s goals, although my 40/20s looked a little more like 40/40s. For the mindful waiting, I did some yoga breathing (not much) and then I sat down and just ruminated non-verbally on the topic. Then I started talking out loud as though I was explaining it to someone (this is a thing Boice suggests that I haven’t done before, but since I’ve found myself managing to mention my research to almost every person I meet, and then often getting into extended conversations on it, I figured I’m already half way there, and a little directed version of it would be worth a try even if it seems silly).

It was more helpful than I expected, and I quickly transitioned to making notes in my notebook, and then to freewriting an outline based on three main points from the notes. I easily filled the 15 minutes he recommends for this exercise.

Because I’ve been feeling a bit blocked, I’ve decided to start out slow, and just do freewriting exercises for writing for the next few days or weeks, and then use the rest of the workday for “cleaning house”: getting files organized, setting up transcriptions and looking through notes and data. I figure that this will get my thoughts going on my data, and give me the fodder for my freewriting. So today I joined all of my outstanding transcripts (transcribed by my wonderful research assistant) with the associated audiofiles in a program that allows me to easily code and sort them. And that brings me up to the end of my academic goals for today.

For tomorrow:

Writing:
-mindful waiting
-freerewrite of OK outline
-freewrite of broader chapter outline

Other academic work:
-2 40/20 cycles (one reading/organizing notes on funeral; one reading notes on other funerals)

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Writing up

28 July 2009, 21:47

Well, here I am, back at home.

Writing on the web is a strange thing. It feels very exposed. But, I’ve decided to use that feeling of exposure to my advantage. I’ve decided to blog the writing process, along with my next-day’s commitments.

Right now, I’m starting off small. The thesis is big and overwhelming, and I have an inordinate number of things I want to do by October. Plus, adjusting to life back in Canada, developing a routine (and knowing that that routine will have to change again come September, and then again come the end of biking season) makes things feel overwhelming and difficult. And so I’ve been, well, not exactly “blocked”, more like resistant.

But I’ve picked up a good book on academic writing, and I’m going to start putting its practices to work. And one of the things it suggests is that when you stop writing, you should sketch a brief plan for the next day. So I decided to do that here, where anyone can see. And since most of the people who read this blog are people I actually talk to on a regular basis, you now have licence to say “so, did you do X today?” to me, if you want.

I’ll sit down and actually write a review of the book when I’ve finished reading it.

For tomorrow:

Writing work:
-Practice mindful ‘waiting’ (meditative planning)
-Freewrite ideas about O. K.‘s funeral

Non-writing work:
-2 40/20* cycles of transcribing and/or looking at notes for O. K.‘s funeral
-email draft to advisor

*that’s 40 minutes of work, 20 minutes of break

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